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[terriblepurpose]

House Atreides


Allies


Shed? Heresy Hut


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[peripheries]

no i̴t̷ ̵w̶o̸n̷t̸

[terriblepurpose]

Please, love. Don't say that. I know you're afraid, but don't say that.

[peripheries]

I don't have fear. All I have is... n̷o̸t̶h̸i̸n̵g̴n̶e̷s̸s̷. It's like there's hole in me and it's eating away at what I am. W̴h̸o̴ ̷s̷h̸e̶ ̷w̸a̵s̴.

1/2

[terriblepurpose]

[No.]

2/2

[terriblepurpose]

I'll help you. We'll help you. Izuku-kun and I, we won't let anything eat you. Never.

Come back to me.

[peripheries]

It's eating me because it's eating her. She feels so empty.

[terriblepurpose]

Nothing eats her either.

[peripheries]

she left us. she doesn't want us. she wants him

[terriblepurpose]

She wants us.

She forgot, but she'll remember.

If you won't come home let Izuku-kun get you.

[peripheries]

I don't want to go home. i want her to leave. how can i just leave her. how could he do that

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[terriblepurpose]

[Kaworu isn't listening. He's too lost in the ache inside of him; Paul understands what that's like. It's why, when he switches mediums, his voice is barely leashed panic, low and fiercely intent.]

I don't know.

But you have to tell us where you are. We can talk all about this when you tell us where you are.

Don't do this to me. Not you too.

[peripheries]

[Paul and Izuku's voices are like little stones in his shoes, gently weighing him to the ground, keeping him from floating away. Or perhaps drowning.

He makes soft sound, the weakest of cries.]

Near home.

...I won't leave you.

[terriblepurpose]

[Paul has learned, by now, that things can always hurt worse. When Kaworu's faint, kittenish whimper corkscrews through his heart, ]

Shh.

[Gentle, even with the tremor of his shivering.]

I believe you. Stay there for me until Izuku-kun gets you.

[peripheries]

...Did you find her too?

[He knows. But for some reason, it makes him feel better to know he could hear it confirmed.]

[terriblepurpose]

I did.

[It was death.]

She's still here, even if you can't feel her.

[peripheries]

I still feel her.

[terriblepurpose]

Then she can still feel you, can't she?

So you have to look after yourself for her. So she can feel it.

[peripheries]

...She brought me back. I can't leave her.

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[wannasmash]

Where are you?

[ Midoriya uses voice on his Omni to keep his hands free. In the background there's the familiar rustling of him getting ready to go somewhere. ]

Let me look out for you, Kaworu-kun. Wherever you need to go.

[ Even if it's just down the street to his apartment, which is his thin hope. A whisper soft as seafoam so he doesn't lose control of his voice: ]

Don't make me search the beach again.

[peripheries]

[There's a voice on the other end, so soft that it seems like its only distantly tethered to this world and is in danger of floating away.]

I̷ ̶d̴o̵n̸'̸t̷ ̸k̶n̸o̸w̴.̵ ̵M̷y̶ ̸c̶h̴e̴s̷t̷ ̸h̶u̵r̴t̵s̴.̶

[wannasmash]

[ He suspends all further talk until he can make sure Kaworu is stable. Strings stretch taut as he suspends his emotions as well. ]

Send your Omen to me. I'm at my place. Then I can find you.

Can you see anything? What else hurts? Does anything feel numb?

[peripheries]

Everything feels numb. Like there's a hole in my chest and it's so empty and gaping that it hurts and then the hurt goes away too.

[A weak sigh. Like he's remembering how to even do it.]

It's her feelings.

[wannasmash]

Gideon-san?

[ Midoriya knows how their Bond works. Kaworu feeling firsthand what being a 'construct' is like, feeling her/his body dead all around him... ]

Kaworu-kun, you have yourself too. Don't forget yourself. Can you move? Do something, just to remember how.

[peripheries]

Yes.

She's so much in her nothingness. It's like the emptiness is keeps seeping into me and I can't stop it.

[A shuddering inhale. But the sound of movement, like he's finding his way to his feet.]

[wannasmash]

[ Determining that Kaworu's distress isn't something wrong with his S^2 organ alleviates some of Midoriya's worry. ]

What's wrong with her emotions is... affecting her body...? ...I understand; when you're sad, I cry. It'll be okay. We'll figure something out, but let's start with you, okay? You can't help her until you're okay.