You hit it right out of the park there, kid. Hell. I'm not even opposed to her wanting to have a relationship with the asshole if that's what he wants. I want to say that I've been the shitty dad to someone before. But the truth is I'm still the shitty dad to them in a lot of way. But I want him to prove that he actually wants her to be around and wants her to be like this. And it's not just him inviting her along to his shitty parade.
It's, like, a joke, but it's not really a joke, how fucking pissed off I am that he's stealing the Black Parade for this. Like, I know he knows who Gerard Way is. I know he knows MCR. And I know he knows that the whole point of that album is someone dying and vowing to live on in death free of the expectations of their life. And I KNOW he's being a fucking dick about this on purpose.
But none of that actually matters right now. God knows I have a fucked up enough relationship with John, too. But I know that I have other people who love me outside of him. And I think if you try hard enough then you can show that to her, too. I'm not giving up on her, but I think that maybe I should probably take a step back from doing something this time. It still hurts too much.
Not gonna lie, kid. Never heard of the song or the album. But it sounds kind of cool. And I wouldn't put it past Old Black Eyes to be doing this shit on purpose.
If that's what you need take the time that you need. I'm going to keep on fighting. Because all the hurt in the world isn't going to stop me from showing her how much she matters here. And we don't accept defeat in this dojo.
I am 30 or 40 years old and I do not need this. Aren't you gonna look like an asshole when I fall into a hole in the world and come back as a smoking hot GMILF.
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You hit it right out of the park there, kid.
Hell. I'm not even opposed to her wanting to have a relationship with the asshole if that's what he wants.
I want to say that I've been the shitty dad to someone before.
But the truth is I'm still the shitty dad to them in a lot of way.
But I want him to prove that he actually wants her to be around and wants her to be like this.
And it's not just him inviting her along to his shitty parade.
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Like, I know he knows who Gerard Way is. I know he knows MCR.
And I know he knows that the whole point of that album is someone dying and vowing to live on in death free of the expectations of their life.
And I KNOW he's being a fucking dick about this on purpose.
But none of that actually matters right now.
God knows I have a fucked up enough relationship with John, too. But I know that I have other people who love me outside of him.
And I think if you try hard enough then you can show that to her, too.
I'm not giving up on her, but I think that maybe I should probably take a step back from doing something this time.
It still hurts too much.
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Never heard of the song or the album.
But it sounds kind of cool.
And I wouldn't put it past Old Black Eyes to be doing this shit on purpose.
If that's what you need take the time that you need.
I'm going to keep on fighting.
Because all the hurt in the world isn't going to stop me from showing her how much she matters here.
And we don't accept defeat in this dojo.
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This isn't accepting defeat for me either. This is a tactical retreat. And I think both of us know the difference.
Please just be safe about it. The mercy within this dojo has got to extend to you too.
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I get it, kid.
When you have a clear head come back into the fight.
...Yeah. Well- I can take a break once I know she's in good hands.
If I'm lucky that wont take long.
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Get back in one piece.
And calling people kid is MY line.
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Aren't you gonna look like an asshole when I fall into a hole in the world and come back as a smoking hot GMILF.
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Nah. I'll look like an asshole when I ask if your single when you crawl out out of that hole.
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Even if I were single, I'd still probably say no. No offense.
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Nah, you're good. Same here, honestly.