I don't think that's the case though. Take it from someone who fucked up with his kid constantly for sixteen years and is only just starting to get his shit together.
Sometimes your priorities get screwed the hell up.
I don't want to give up on her. But what if she really... is changed? Then we're chasing a ghost instead of trying to understand what's in front of us.
We're not going to know for sure either way until we've tried. If we don't do that then I might as well throw in the towel and stop trying to change myself.
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I don't think that's the case though. Take it from someone who fucked up with his kid constantly for sixteen years and is only just starting to get his shit together.
Sometimes your priorities get screwed the hell up.
...More importantly does she matter to you?
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Of course she matters to me.
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If we don't do that then I might as well throw in the towel and stop trying to change myself.
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I still fuck up.
But I'm trying not to repeat the same mistakes over and over again.
I want to be better. For Paul, for Gideon, for my son. For all you kids.
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